over and over

real eyes realize real lies

i used to be here

I drove for miles just to find you and find myself
Only screams all these voices in my head
You gave me strength gave me hope for a lifetime
I never was satisfied

This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up
This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up

Giving up, giving up (2x)
Giving up

It's not your fault
Ima bitch ima monster
Yes Ima beast and I feast when I conquer
But I'm alone on my throne, all these riches
I came this way all this way just to say (ay)

This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up
This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself giving up, giving up

Giving up, giving up (2x)
Giving up

I'm giving up baby yes I'm giving up baby
It seems like I've been driving for miles
Yes I'm giving up baby
And I can't seem to silence these voices in my head
This time won't you save me?
Come save me
This time won't you save me?
Come save me

This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me?
Baby I can feel myself giving up; giving up
This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me?
Baby I can feel myself giving up; giving up

This time won't you save me; this time won't you save me?
Baby I can feel myself giving up; giving up
Giving up

and here...

I lay alone awake at night
Sorrow fills my eyes
But I'm not strong enough to cry
Despite of my disguise

I'm left with no shoulder
But everyone wants to lean on me
I guess I'm their soldier
Well, who's gonna be mine?

Who's there to save the hero
When she's left all alone?
And she's crying out for help

Who's there to save the hero?
Who's there to save the girl
After she saves the world?
After she saves the world

I bottle all my hurt inside
I guess I'm living a lie
Inside my mind each day I die
What can bring me back to life?

A simple word, a gesture
Someone to say you're beautiful
Come find this buried treasure
With eyes lead to a pot of gold

Who's there to save the hero
When she's left all alone?
And she's crying out for help

Who's there to save the hero?
Who's there to save the girl
After she saves the world?
After she saves the world

I've given too much of myself
And now it's driving me crazy
(I'm crying out for help)
Sometimes I wish someone would just come here
And save me, save me from myself

Who's there to save the hero
When she's left all alone?
And she's crying out for help

Who's there to save the hero?
Who's there to save the girl
After she saves the world?
After she saves the world

as above, so below

if you were born:
2/5 - the birthday of the smooth operator
2/8 - the birthday of the hypnotist
2/14 - the birthday of the vulnerable wit
2/23 - the birthday of the capable front runner
3/5 - the birthday of agony and ecstacy
3/14 - the birthday of dazzling inventiveness
4/5 - the birthday of the athlete
4/14 - the birthday of respect
5/5 - the birthday of motivating energy
5/14 - the birthday of the progressive outlook
6/9 - the birthday of unexpected opportunity
7/23 - the birthday of the liberator
8/5 - the birthday of steely determination
10/5 - the birthday of dignified altruism
10/13 - the birthday of the polished diamond
10/14 - the birthday of the middle path
10/15 - the birthday of the provocative role model
12/5 - the birthday of the self-assured adventurer
12/14 - the birthday of the flamboyant philosopher

meet me:
5/23 - the birthday of seductive solution

lol.

signs and symbols and stars. i am so intrigued.

What I love most about rivers is:

You can't step in the same river twice.
The water's always changing, always flowing.

Spending the weekend in Oakhurst. Time to give nature a shot. Maybe... I'll ease into it w/ a taste of Madera County Wine Country. =D

as days go by

today i remembered the muni ride back from B2B and trying to recall the theme songs from the old TGIF lineup.

TGIF was golden.

and at last i see the light

and it's like the fog has lifted.

written in the stars

gemini woman and...

- aries man: 6/10
- taurus man: 8/10
- gemini man: 8/10
- cancer man: 8/10
- leo man: 7/10
- virgo man: 5/10
- libra man: 8/10
- scorpio man: 6/10
- sagitarrius man: 6/10
- men who believe in the new zodiac sign: need not apply
- capricorn man: 6/10
- aquarius man: 8/10
- pisces man: 5/10

eh. i have no perfect match... but i can live w/ that.

(http://zodiac-traits.com/)

Pretty Girl Ro(c)k Bistro

Fun times w my sisters last night. Three courses of delicious food & our Stila lipglazes were still poppin. Lol. I really love sisterly bonding. God knows we don't get enough time for that.

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Fairy tales

I want to be wined & dined, romanced & ravaged, thrilled & enchanted & swept off my feet.

Don't you?

Team Beachbody

My health and fitness have never been more important to me.

After losing about 30 lbs by dancing to my heart's content up in kirkland in the fall of 2008, I started 2009 with a terrible knee injury. Try as I did to get back into dance, my knee just never supported me the same way. In may of 2009, I returned back to the bay area. Ecstatic to be back in the company of my boyfriend and closest friends, I made every weekend (and many weekdays) opportunities to splurge of fun activities, wine and dine, and dine some more. A 2-week bout with the dreaded P90X was unfruitful once things got hot and heavy at work. I had gained back the weight...and then some.

2010 sent me packing to Canada for 6 months where I filled my loneliness with Yelp and Yelp community fun. Of course, Yelp-ing requires going out to various restaurants so that you have material to review. And hello, 20 more pounds. I ran Bay2Breakers in May and the Nike Women's Half-Marathon in October, and while those were such amazing days, I can't help but regret that I didn't train for those races. If I had, I know that my performance would have been much better, and I'd also be in better shape.

Now, it's 2011. I've been relocated again to a town near Yosemite called Oakhurst. No boyfriend. No close friends. Just me and the wilderness... There's no 24Hr Fitness here. The gyms that are in town close before I get home from work, and at this time of year, I just don't feel comfortable running in the morning/night with icy hills, fog, and geez... it's just COLD.

So what's a girl to do.

Well, here's what I'm doing.

After years of Beachbody infomercial brainwashing, I've just bought the Hip Hop Abs system. It should be arriving in 5-7 business days. P90X is so.... ADVANCED. Insanity is so.... INTENSE. The Firm... eh, tried that before, got bored. But Hip Hop Abs, idk, this one makes me feel good. I feel like I can do this program successfully. Afterall... I just want to dance.

Adding Team Beachbody to my homepage tabs.
Looking forward to 60 days with Shaun T.... and his hot bod. lol.
2011: Bringing Sexy Back

haha

song of songs

always a good read.

turning a new page

A couple books I'm currently going through:

- Zero Regrets (Thanks, Jamie)
- Become a Better You (Thanks, Jenny)
- things to do now that you're... single again (Thanks again, Jenny)
- The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo


"My best friend is a person who will give me a book I have not read" Abraham Lincoln