what happened to my video blog?

So for the month of February, I decided to start a video blog. I have only uploaded 2 videos to this website and my video blog has really just turned into a video diary.

You know how those things go...
You get personal.
You start talking shit.
You start crying...

JK.

I think it's been good to be able to "emote" to myself via webcam. I've rewatched some of my entries, and I've realized that I don't really like how I talk. Haha. I sound tired and unfocused. I ramble. I can't just stop speaking after I finish a sentence. I "um" a lot, run through sentences and pause in the middle of them, make weird faces. o_O

These are all the things my freshman English teacher tried to teach us about public speaking. Look confident. Don't "um". Think and then talk.

I am regressing.

Oops.

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In any case, here are some of the things that were on my mind this month:

Feb 8:
+Happy Birthday, Gilby! I love my friends. We're getting older, but we're getting cooler. (and by saying that... I'm not sounding very cool at all)
+District Meeting was not nearly as exciting as it was last year, but it feels good not to be such a noob.

Feb 12:
+On a baking binge right now. I attempted to make Little Caesar's Crazy Break. Miss Sandra Lee of Food Network's Semi-Homemade would be so proud. =) It turned out more like a buttery-garlicky-cheesy breadstick.
+MRI TIME! Woo hoo... I arrived at Evergreen Orthopaedic Center's MRI Office a little before 9pm. I undressed and smocked up. I got to choose a CD to listen to during the scan, because it gets so loud in the machine. It was HELLA loud in the machine. They gave me noise-filtering headphones. It didn't really work, so I had the buzzing and beeping of the machine coupled with the smooth sounds of Norah Jones. I also began praying the Rosary (yes... the Rosary) as I laid there. I'm pretty sure I got through a full decade... and then I fell asleep. Amid all that... I fell asleep. It was crazy.
+I was home by 10pm for America's Best Dance Crew! BEAT FREAKS!

Feb 14:
+I slept half this day away. Had lunch w/ Cathy, went to Costco, chatted online, and slept. ...Yay.
+I love you, Chris!

Feb 17:
+Look, Ma. My ligaments are intact!
+A confession: I danced last night... and it felt GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I feel alive again. Oh thank you, Lord!

Feb 19:
+I danced again... oh my wednesdays are back. Cardio Hip Hop & Strip Hop! I could just kiss my knee for not being as fucked up as it could be, but it's sweaty from wearing a neoprene brace through 2 hours of dancing.

Feb 23:
+I keep having dreams involving the characters from "How I Met Your Mother". It must be because they haven't had a new episode in so long. I'm creating them in my mind... and they are AWESOME!

Feb 26:
+I think I'm in love with Jo Koy. I haven't laughed so much for so long in such a long time.... ah, my cheeks hurt.

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So, there ya go. A quick recap of some of the more notable (and less emotionally amp'd) posts of the month.

I'll try to sneak in another post before the month is up. I've got 12 hours... must use them wisely.

HAVE A GREAT DAY! It is sunny in Seattle... WOO!